What's a man to do when the one he loves seems like a different person? Seeing his love change shape due to the world she's involved in. He wants to develop a future with her and yet she seems stuck lost like she doesn't know what she truly wants. When all the little things don't amount to nothing once she gets mad. It's like why should he even try to please her when it comes down to the struggle she dismisses everything he has ever done for her.
Yeah sure she has her own but yet she condradicts everything she says. Ie. He spends some money that he shouldn't and she gets on his case like hes the worse person in the world. Then when she spends over 200 dollars in two days her defense is he spent more money then she did. Though it was throughout 2 months there was still money coming in and now that only one source of income is provided which can only pay for the rent food baby food and diapers and bills that 200 dollars she spent is greatly needed but its all inspite. You see she does this often being spiteful she calls it fair but if you're doing something to get back at someone who did the same thing thats being spiteful and being that way is wrong and she knows it.Anger. Leads her controls her recreates her. When the anger takes over it seems she changes into someone who is capable of commiting the worse of sins. Without consequence with disregard to anything that happens afterwards like nothing will come back on her and her way is above all else. She is his love his life and he loves the way she is so kind and gentle and so when this anger comes and she changes into a demon whose only desire is to harm and destroy you can understand why he becomes so stone cold in his heart. He feels like he should just lock up his emotions so he won't get hurt anymore. As I stated before he loves this woman with everything in him so it seems this posting is for nothing because at the end of the day he will be there for her to support her to calm her to love her. If only he was just a little bit stronger to change the situation. ----
